Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m stuck in a rut. I get up in the morning. I go to work. I come home. I play some games or watch TV. Then I go to bed.
It seems like every day is exactly the same. Nothing changes.
I’m at a weird point in my life. I am done with school. I have a full time job that I don’t hate. I seem to have more friends than I ever had. I don’t have to worry much about money. But still, I’m miserable. I have no idea what to do.
I’m trying to get an apartment, but not having much luck. I don’t know how many of you live around Boston, but it is expensive as fuck. I either need to get a roommate or a second job just to afford a place.
I think I need a new girlfriend. I haven’t had one in a while. There’s this girl that is a friend of mine that I would love to ask out. But I think she’d say something like, “I don’t want to ruin the friendship.” I have too many friends already. I could stand not having her for a friend, but I don’t think I could stand not taking a shot at something more.
Wow, I’m 16 and I feel like that sometimes already. Ah well. A 16 year old’s opinion ain’t gonna matter much, but I’d just find something to dedicate your time to sometime. I’m not good at many things, but I have a talent with writing, or at least it seems that I do. So, when I do write, it makes me feel like even if this day is the same as every other day, at least I did something I enjoyed that actually matters. Oh, and just ask the girl out or something. You’ll get nowhere in life letting the fear of a response direct your path. The worst thing someone can say is no, and that’s not too bad, is it?
Just, don’t start making a bunch of these kinds of threads, if you don’t mind. :get it?:
Well, if you’ve got a creative bent, you could always try to release your dissatisfaction with life through writing or music or something like that. But if you don’t, then you could take up working out. It’s a good way to kill time and it will make you feel like you accomplished at least one thing on a given day, while also making you more attractive to girls.
I recently started biking. I do about 10 miles a day. I’m trying to increase my stamina.
On a creative level, I spin records. I’m kind of a bedroom DJ. I haven’t done that in a while though. Maybe I should get back to it.
I think that once I get my own place, things will turn around. I just need to get my act together.
Regarding that girl, Jess, I don’t know what to do. I overheard her talking to a friend and she said that I remind her of her brother. That is not somthing I wanted to hear. I’m probably just going to wait until we’re both drunk one night and make a move. That way, if it doesn’t work out I can just blame the liquor. She is honestly way out of my league. I need to use my buddy’s scanner and upload a picture for you guys.
Experiment with Clay-mation! It’s awesome fun… if you have the time. Or just random time-passers can work something really cool out. I got more into gaming that way, and also I learnt to draw!
Yeah, what Sin said.Maybe what your missing in life is a sexual companion to fill the empty void.So take a chance and ask that girl out.You’ll be kicking your ass if you don’t.
Well, I kinda have a friend w/ benefits already. What I need is an emotional companion. Sex doesn’t help much in the long run. Thats why I’m going to try my luck with that friend of mine. I already know that we get along great and we have a lot in common. Plus, she’s not a dirty Yankee fan.
Yeah, seriously, give it a shot. If you’re reasonably good at it, maybe you can DJ for your friends at a party or something. A positive response from a crowd can boost one’s morale.
