Well, I spoke of it in another post, and I figured I should elaborate a bit. Im not exactly in the best of moods right now, but it’ll pass anyway.
This week is finals, so we have half days from tuesday to friday. Today, I got to school after the first final, because I didn’t have two finals today, so I got here later so I didnt just sit around. Anyway, my mom drops me off and Im hanging around with some friends of mine outside, when my ex girlfriend walks up to me and pulls me away. She says it’s pretty important and she needs to tell me something. So we go into the parking lot, and she spills her beans.
During our relationship, she had been cheating on me. When we had sex, most of the time we were protected - however if we were ill prepared, well, we just didn’t really care much. We watched those days of the month pretty well, and we were pretty sure we had a close eye on what was going on. Well, we weren’t watching close enough, and in late March, she found out she was pregnant. She didn’t know whose it was, since she was cheating on me, but it could have been mine.
The odd thing is, last night a good friend of mine told me she had had an abortion in June.
Anyway, Im a bit mind fucked at the moment. I may spout off at you, if I do so, don’t worry, Im just agitated. I may be this way for a few days, but overall, Im pretty sure Im gonna be ok. I know that I wouldn’t want a kid now, so overall, Im just in a mind fucked state of shock right now.
(My eyes are blue, and other people seem to find them, well, cool :P)