I went back to the sonnet form for this poem. What do you think of it?
Shed A Tear For Me
I want to shed a tear for you, but how?
Thinking of you puts me in a dull ache.
Your thoughts have been troubled, and for your sake,
I wish I could cry - but I forgot how.
Perhaps there’s nothing to learn, and now,
Worrying about you will only make
My eyes grow drier. Let me take a break,
And let me no longer care about you.
Oh - even as the moisture returns to
My eyes, I no longer want to cry; all
My tears still linger inside. Thoughts of you
Beckon me to tears; only my hopes fall.
My desire to cry makes my eyes run dry.
I never will. Will you shed a tear for me?
I wrote this one a few hours later:
Red Mistress
I’m seeing you too often, Red Mistress.
For my sake, I divorced myself from you.
We were not meant to be together: two
Lovers merely by chance. Leave me - unless
You’re interested in just talking? Less
Pleasure, in that, but also less pain. You
Would steal my peace of mind whenever you
Visited. You left all my life a mess.
Still, I remember the pleasure we shared.
It makes me wonder, do I truly gain,
By leaving you? There’s something about you
That’s always tempting me. I never cared
About the pain - sweet seductress, sweet pain.
I don’t mind - my pain becomes love for you.