I am going to leave for a while. I will be back, since as we all know, you can never truly escape this place. I will at least be back over the week of Thanksgiving, but other than that, I’m not really sure.
I have a number of personal issues I have to deal with. My complete lack of motivation to do anything has wreaked absolute havoc on my grades, and spending hours checking the boards each day isn’t helping (the campus network is worse than a 56k on weekdays). Also, it is becoming increasingly difficult to deal with variations in my mood, from stupidly happy to miserably depressed to self loathing. I feel like I’m lying so much when all I ever show people is the happy smiling me, but neither do I wish to impose upon them my own unpleasant problems. I don’t want sympathy or anything, much of this I have brought on myself and rightfully deserve to be up to my neck in garbage.
So long for now. Reply if you like, and know that I won’t see any of it until I come back in a week or two. Hopefully I’ll be all better in the head by then.