Heh. Had a bout of depression come up a few nights ago, and methinks this came out as a result, from listening to one of the CDs my bros have burned.
I look to the future
The future always leads me to the past
And the past leads to memory…
Every day
Every night
I dream of times long gone by
Things I could have done,
Things I should have done…
Little regrets
Little hopes
My mind wanders through my memories…
It’s just like a sad disease!
The man who
Lives in the past is dead to the world and present,
Dead to the present, and you’re dead to the world!
My mind swims through a sea…
A sea of my own making, And I’ll drown…
If I can’t break free!
Memories sweeter than sugar…
Recollections of tears.
I can’t keep living like this anymore…
I just want to be free!
Sometimes I
Can’t help myself,
Then I’m lost for now…
But I
Can’t live like this…
I can’t live for
Now, if I keep living in the past!
I can only help myself,
And break the chains of my mind!
I refuse to die!
I will move on and leave what’s dead to die…
I will be free!
Memories sweeter than sugar…
Recollections of tears.
Noone could keep living on like this…
I just want to be free!
There was a final part to the song, but I can’t thik of what to write for it. Maybe later…
