Well Weiila managed to get it right, the “real me”, does refer to Chaos.
Yoshmeister: I never like my poems to rhyme, whenever I try, they always come out corny. And I do have other pieces that I’m working on, they will be up asap.
I know, like I siad, I do know better, which is why I don’t think the poem is about pregnancy but rather is about Chaos, Vincent’s tranformed state. What I meant was a lot of the imagery you used was equivilent to describing what it must feel like to be pregnant.